I realise today, that tomorrow I head to Helsinki! Which means that I am making my way back to Australia.
I will appreciate being home, though at the same time I feel a bit nervous about going home, as the last 2 months have been so incredibly different, eye opening and life changing. No matter how much you travel, I feel that your perspectives and your experiences will broaden more each time.
I'm really looking forward to the time that I have my own room, can have a bath and can know where I am going! Speaking english again full time will be relxing at first, as speaking in other languages is more work for the brain, but it is much more fun and interesting than speaking your native tounge.
And of course, most importantly, I can't wait to see my family and friends back home again.
I really love my job and my life and country back home. I am appreciative of this, because many people traveling, and living abroad, do not share these same feelings or privileged circumstances.
Madrid has been a funny place for me to stay in. The best part of Madrid for me, has been spending more time with the American girls that I met in Seville, they are very special people.
Madrid definately has that big city feel. I love visiting big cities, but I dont think that I want to live in one. I have come across some very odd people at the hostel and in the city.One of the guys working at the hostel, who I gave my phone to charge, said that as a thank you, I should invite him to have dinner with him.
I spent alot of my first day in Madrid, trying to avoid and show my disinterest in an older Columbian traveller who would not leave me alone. During the walking tour, I could feel him staring at me, and he would start whispering things about how the colour of my eyes was perfect. He also asked me what dorm number I was in. By the end of the walking tour, I was pretty fed up. The walking group, including the Columbian man, went to one cafe, and I quickly darted off in to a protest so that I knew he couldn't follow me.
This is the second protest I jave come across in Spain. The first protest was to do with abortion, in Barcelona. The protest in Madrid was about the increase in student fees for universities. I ended up getting quite amongst the crowd trying to get some photos and look at the signs, and ended up having to sprint back with a big crowd when police got involved.
My friend Annie, one of the American girls, invited me to join her English class on one of the days, but we got home from dinner at 'Botin' the oldest restaraunt in the world at 1230pm, and we would have to gett up at 6am, and I would have to navigate myself around to get an hour and a half of transport. I would have loved to have joined in Annies class, but I think at this stage, I am just losing too much sleep and have re aqquired a travellers cough. We have dinner at 930 or 10pm each night in Spain, and I am the first person to refurn home at 130am. Spain time is crazy and my body is not used to it!
Me and the American gals went out again yesterday but the plan that their friend had organised later in the night, was to take exctacy and go to a dance party after. I really felt my age here, as I explained to the girls that I have taken a lot of risks when I was younger, but that I am too educated (particularly in mental health) to want to take those same risks again now, in particular, with drugs.
So I ended up walking home and the entire time, had people approaching me, asking me to come party and to buy their stuff. I asked one woman in a group for directions, and her older male friend kept trying to persuade me to go out. He offered me a joint and I said no gracias, then he put his arm around me and shoved the joint in my mouth on the space of 2 seconds. I didn't ask for directions after that. Another guy from India from a massage parlour asked where I was going to party. I told him that I was going back to my hostel to rest. He walked with me all the way, telling me that if I had a massage, I would feel good to party again. He then went to try and rub my shoulder and head and I flinched. I think as a female, solo traveller, you are certainly a target for these wierd encounters.
Madrid certainly feels like the place where people are 'trying to make it big' with business and money, and of course, not everyone can. On the way home, I walked through a street famously full of prostitutes. I felt really sorry for them. It feels strange to me that prostitution is legal here.
I had a nice day today and got hassled by no one, eating lunch in the sun and reading my book (I am determined to finish Anna Karenina by the end of this trip)!
I also had a nice time strolling through the shops. I love the way that they gift wrap everything in the store when you say it is a present for someone. It's so lovely.
Tonight I might have dinner with a different Columbian guy (who is not creepy like the other one) as he thought we could practice Spanish and English together. He saw me reading my lecture notes on Epidemiology. We talked about how tough that area is but he has offered to help me however he can as he has also studied the same course as me.
I thought of lining up to see if I can get cheap tickets for the theatre, but as I am exhausted and have another flight to get tomorrow early, a book in bed feels like the best way to spend my night tonight. :)
Hasta pronto,
Xo
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